lacking joy,
lacking compassion,
the word is "doi",
i feel depression...

what was seen,
what was heard,
tasted like cream,
but now i scream...

sry to say,
I've hurt,
and I've been hurt..

its like a cup of tea,
day by day,
sip by sip,
its a normal thing.

all i can do,
is sit quietly,
singing a sad song,
till the winds have passed,
and my heart enlightened...

this is my undefinedsadness,
one that doesn't last,
one that fades,
into the darkness that never obeys...


-randomness-




posting not my thing... but hopefully.... this is understood by the person i want it to reach... Not that im feelin sad... just.. undefined... unknown to almost anyone except to those who have experienced it.... ya... *scratches head* didnt mean to hurt you if i did.. Trust me... I can't speak for my life if i have to... i can only express it... even if it means bloggin it...